I just read something that worked like a blow across my entire body and I'm just a tad stunned. I'd put it here but I can't. It's amazing and frightening at the same time.
The thing is, I have to learn to trust my gut feeling. Intuition, whatever.
Actually that's the problem with a lot of people. You cut things down, rationalise them, justify your each and every individual action and then piece it together and all of the magic is gone.
Which isn't to say you sit around like a lazy schmuck and just do whatever comes to you without thinking about what it means or how it will affect those around you. Mindfulness perhaps? I don't know, I don't have the mental capacity to think about it too much right now.
I'm just saying. I should listen to myself more.
Anyway, new song (of many to come). Teenage Crime by Adrian Lux. Perfect for the current climate, and the theme song for Channel V's current ad. But I love it to pieces. A little piece of advice: If you feel like now is the time to call someone up after forever, DO it. You might find what you were looking for. You might not, I make no guarantees. But you won't lose anything.
I'm starting to step into the 'anything is possible' tornado and just seeing where that takes me. I feel like I have limited time as a young, carefree thing. I don't want to spend it in any kind of inner or outer turmoil. Life is too short for bullshit and it's far too short for games. It's too short to waste making other people happy in exchange for fake acceptance.
Time to be honest, a little reckless and to live with vitality and vibrance.
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